Thursday, October 19, 2006

Hope vs Black days


Today I went home, I met my kiddy cousins as I always like to call them. I saw their some of their art works in the entrance when I arrived. So happy I became...

I saw lanterns, suns, water, happy children...I wonder how can the world is not able to destroy such a beauty, such innocence, such purity.

I see through them, and by them, some renewable hope, happiness in their warm hug.

Listening to All By Myself from the beautiful Céline Dion, and I remember...I remember...I remember...

Are the kids so much better? I really see that...

Friday, October 13, 2006

Invisibility

How many times did you wish that you are an invisible person, swimming in the sea of people with no possibility of being noticed, in the positive or negative side. Imagine how free you will be...
No one will ever criticize you, no one will laugh at you. The absolute freedom vs the absolute solitude. You sing loudly with no one caring, getting out all your emotions, all your suffer, all your pain, all your happiness, all your joy. Jumping, dancing, screaming...Everything is for free, no cost.

Is it really for no cost...

Everything has its bad sides you know. You will miss care, love, the shoulder to cry on...Lonliness...Fear...

Can you just balance the two before it is too late, to stabilize your character, to reform your internal stability, to control your head. The human will is so powerful when fully used. You can say goodbye to anything, you can commit to anything. You can live with anything, you can let go of anything...The fabulous human will which changes one's self 180 degrees then sometimes to another 180 degrees, going back in the same road.

Immortality of ideas...

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Creed and thoughts...

While I'm listening to Creed:

Hello my friend. We meet again
It's been a while. Where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember
When you are with me, I'm free, I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others, we'll fly. This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh, how quickly life can turn around in an instant
It feels so good to reunite within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

I just want to say hello again

My sacrifice

hmph... Memories


Anyway...

People attach to other people, and sometime people attach to values, meanings...

Because meanings do not die, they are not teard upon becuase they are not buried or killed. Values are not perfortated...

But, the price must be paid, people can't love an idea, can not touch it, while in the mean time, loved people die, can get away, while you cry for their departure...

Equation? Equivalent terms? God bless mothers who lost their kids...